Saturday, 27 June 2009
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The Words I Had To Say
I went back for you. I would have stayed for you. But you didn't care.
These thoughts ran through my mind everytime I thought of him. I missed him so very much, but I just couldn't make myself that vulnerable again. Knowing that my best friend would be there with me, I agreed to see him again, because I hated not knowing, and I hated not seeing him.
Everything was as it always was, lots of laughter and lots of smiles. When my friend went to take a call, it was just me and him and he said the words I had always dreamed of saying myself,
I went back for you.
The moment finally arrived that the words that had sat within me for so long could be spoken. It wasn't as dramatic as I had thought, there was no anger or suggestion that this would lead to anything. But I could finally say those words,
I would have stayed for you, but you didn't seem to care.
He said he hadn't seen me. He said he thought I left him. He said he went back for me.
I know him too well to believe this will change anything. But at least I can sleep knowing that I meant something to him.
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Comments (3)
sounds like you had closure. that's a good thing.
Everyonce in a while people step up,they rise above themselves sometimes they surprise you and someimes they fall short and once in a while if you're lucky if you're the luckiest person in the world the person you love decides to love you back
@NightlyDreams - Seconded. Closure is always better than lack of.